whoa.. I think I just hit my puberty

Well..thats how I think.
I'm just killing time right now because I can't play video games or even watch Disney Channel , although I reeeaally want to watch Cory in The House, Wizards of the Waverly Place, or even That's So Raven. but. I. couldn't.

I think I just got my puberty. Actually, not in the physical part, but the emotional part. Hard to admit this, but I think I just got a bit girly. (Somehow I don't like the word girly)
I dunno, somehow or another I just started wanting to have clothes, but not shirts.
I want to try on some clothes at Seibu, in which, usually, I would never go to try any clothes.

Even, usually, at Mangga Dua, I would go out with my dad to look for games, fils, and electronic stuffs, while my sister and mom would go out to look for some clothes. Not really my thing.

Well. I just bought a tanktop and a sleeveless shirt.. But when I just want to try a one-piece dress (at that time I didn't have any intentio of buying the dress), I liked it, really I did. It was a purple dress, pretty simple actually, which has beads in the left part as an acssesory, I think.
I do think that it's really cute, but considering the price, it breaks my heart.
It was also because I already bought the sleeveless shirt in which it was pretty expensive for that.

I asked dad and a no.
I asked mom and still no.
Maybe, I could ask my grandma, teehee.
But, I don't think that would please my parents, and I would feel guilty for my grandparents.
I do wish I can go and get a part time to earn money, like in Japan, even as a dishwasher, it is a really promising salary..

Didn't expect to be this sad

I thought I wouldn't cry
I thought I was inhuman because of it
But then
I cried
It hurts
It's painful
to see you go away
Even though we're not so close anymore
I still remember
In this heart of mine
How good friends we were
Although not too close
But to see you go
My heart aches
It still hurts
I just wish
Someday, somewhere
We can meet again
Just to talk and spend time together
They way we used to

Wow.

You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

While just waiting for my download to finish, let's just do some posting ^^
But what should I post about..
Hmm..
How about the thing I'm downloading? Okay.
Well, right now I'm downloading Japanese songs. As you can see, I pretty much like them, but also like some American from the States, even some foreign songs I don't even know the meaning of the songs, such as The Bloomfields' "Ale" or even Thalia's "Marimar".. Hehehe.. I listened them from Youtube, by watching Moymoy Palaboy. Speaking of Moymoy Palaboy, I wonder if they had already post some new funny videos. Every time I watch them,I think I laughed my head out. lol.
Oh yeah back to main topic. I'm downloading Nishino Kana feat. WISE's "Tokutemo" (Even If It's Far). I think the songs really nice. Hehe.. I knew that song from watching the video in a taxi.
Since bww2 was unable to be accessed, I looked up some sites in Google that can safely download songs since there's so many viruses here and everywhere. I don't wanna have my computer to experience the same painful experience it had back then (Note: ordeal = painful experience lol --> knew it from English class at school, and I got 58 at the test dang it) - -"
hehehe.. now I know where to download songs other from bww2.com (although now it's active again). The site is www.getasianmusic.com. It some kind of forum where you can you share some songs. But to download the song, you need to sign up and submit a comment. Not too hard, I guess. Personally, it's really satisfying, I would highly recommend it :D
Oh my, still 26 minutes.. what ever should I do? (*slap myself okay this is stupid). Well, I guess I'll go visit mangafox and Youtube to see if Moymoy Palaboy had post anything new.
So, toodles!

Horray..
After some time waiting for new good video games, I finally got my hands on "Devil Summoner 2 : Raidou Kuzunoha vs King Abaddon". Yippie! It's made by Atlus, so I don't really doubt the quality.. remembering how fun Persona 3 and also 4 are :D
And, I'm right! It's really fun. Hahaha :D

Cover



What's this..? Looks cool :D
Sadly can't read Japanese.

I really like how the game is. They force us to think, and it's a detective-like and of course, RPG. Wohooo! I felt really dumb because I didn't know how to capture those luck locusts.. I thought that you need to press a specific key to generate the action. Turns out, you REALLY only need to choose to do the action y selecting Items-Birdlime. Duh.. I feel rather stupid if you asked me.. - -"

Ooh.. the fun! :D

Anyway,, I hadn't been posting for a long time, so I'm gonna tell you how my experience as a worker at a supermarket. The name of the supermarket is HERO. Yes HERO. Turns out it was pretty much fun. I thought it wasn't too musch fun. I really like to work in the Grocery and Produce section. In grocery, I really like to tidy up the items that are shown in the gondolas. And as for in the Produce secton, I really like wrapping up the fruits and vegetables, NOT to forget, to give price labels to them! Hohoho,, the fun! And maybe also to tie the bananas, it was pretty fun tieing them hehee..
Well, that's it. :D
Checking out..

"Don't tell me to get a life. I'm a gamer. I've got tons of lives."
Read this from gamespot.com but I forgot who wrote this. I thinks it's really cool !