whoa.. I think I just hit my puberty

Well..thats how I think.
I'm just killing time right now because I can't play video games or even watch Disney Channel , although I reeeaally want to watch Cory in The House, Wizards of the Waverly Place, or even That's So Raven. but. I. couldn't.

I think I just got my puberty. Actually, not in the physical part, but the emotional part. Hard to admit this, but I think I just got a bit girly. (Somehow I don't like the word girly)
I dunno, somehow or another I just started wanting to have clothes, but not shirts.
I want to try on some clothes at Seibu, in which, usually, I would never go to try any clothes.

Even, usually, at Mangga Dua, I would go out with my dad to look for games, fils, and electronic stuffs, while my sister and mom would go out to look for some clothes. Not really my thing.

Well. I just bought a tanktop and a sleeveless shirt.. But when I just want to try a one-piece dress (at that time I didn't have any intentio of buying the dress), I liked it, really I did. It was a purple dress, pretty simple actually, which has beads in the left part as an acssesory, I think.
I do think that it's really cute, but considering the price, it breaks my heart.
It was also because I already bought the sleeveless shirt in which it was pretty expensive for that.

I asked dad and a no.
I asked mom and still no.
Maybe, I could ask my grandma, teehee.
But, I don't think that would please my parents, and I would feel guilty for my grandparents.
I do wish I can go and get a part time to earn money, like in Japan, even as a dishwasher, it is a really promising salary..